Stonehouse moment

I picked Mir up from work last Monday night. Last day at work meant relaxing night at a bar - me having dinner and him having night cap. So he chose our classic tambayan, Star Tavern @ Stonehouse. Monday night so we didn't know who the performer is, but it's a given, we will only last after the first set as we arrived quite early.  I had sizzling grilled porkchop with garlic rice & iced tea while he had Hamburger, fries and ice cold Red Horse.

One thing I love about him is that we never run out of things to talk about, to think that we are always talking to  each other, online, sms or calls. So the night passed with endless conversations. Mr Rey Vergara even sat down & chatted with us before dinner. I showed him the reception areas at Stonehouse and the rooms that came in the package. Then I asked him, if he feels pressured every time I bring up the wedding topic. Hindi naman daw. Then I told him about a conversation I had with a friend. I was asked if and when Mir & I will break up, what will be the reason?  I answered that a third party is definitely out of the list. With the feelings I have invested in our relationship, having a third party never crossed my mind.  With his personality, I believe he wont have any other party as well.  So that leaves me with my only fear, that there will come a time that I am ready to take our relationship to another level and he isn't. Then I asked him, aside from financial reasons, what stops him to take our relationship to the next level. He said, that he is not confident enough that he will be able to give me a good life; that he might disappoint me even if he tried his best.

Having have heard this, I was a bit surprised that he still feels this as this was his issue ever since (Anawangin trip). It made me feel sad that despite the words he has been telling me, that he trusts me and stuff, he still feels this about our future. Then he made a pact with me, that every time he will feel such, I will just have to remind him that we will always make a way to work things out and that if and when I feel insecure that he will leave me, he will always remind me that he won't. We sealed the pact with a kiss.

haaaayyyy.....yun yun oh. masaya ang ending...